I went for a walk beyond the darkness where I discovered my inner child playing with blocks of transformative guidance. I decided to join him and together we built a bridge of change that led us to a world of beauty where love and light blossom.
we help ourselves and others elevate and evolve when we connect with our true authentic sacred self and awaken to our higher purpose.
we take our son to swimming lessons on Sunday morning. the mall is across the street from the Y so we stop there first and my wife and son grab something at Starbucks while I go to the grocery store and grab a breakfast sandwich and a drink. I was having a rough morning yesterday. every single word said or sound made was a trigger. I was struggling greatly and hurting inside. when I went to the grocery store to get my sandwich the woman behind the counter said put your money away. I thought what did I do to piss her off. she then handed me a receipt and on the bottom there were the words surprise delight. I guess this is a policy over the holidays to randomly do this. whatever it was it was a blessing that brightened my day and lifted me out of my doldrums. sometimes we just have to be reminded that kindness exists. today I will walk in the sunshine with a smile on my face.
its the twenty first century and people will literally criticize your pain and suffering. they will decide whether your hurt is worthy of compassion. I have seen countless times people post something personal about their suffering and then have cold hearted imbeciles offer up ignorance as a response. there is an old saying which goes if you can't say something nice don't say anything at all. I would like to alter that slightly. if you can't say something nice then shut the fuck up and piss off.
sweetly inspiring are gifts from the heart which foster healing, serve humanity and fill our world with light and love.
compassionate actions that benefit others are pure positive blessings that cultivate happiness in life.
pure positive actions are blessings that liberate and elevate our existence in ways that are beneficial to one and all.
within the deepest layers of our being there are places of light that radiate pure love whenever we share our true highest self with the world.
from the fabric of my life I have woven a coat of compassion which I share with those who like me have suffered the cold realities of a broken childhood.
free the imagination by using your innate creative essence to shape your reality into a sacred work of art that nurtures your dreams and nourishes your desires.
smile and you send a prayer of hope into the world that awakens the heart, inspires the spirit and embraces the soul.
I like to bathe in sacred celestial waters as doing so creates a clear clean beautiful atmosphere of love that brings more joy and happiness into my life.
I have transcended the tragic and risen above the traumatic which has allowed my soul to heal and my spirit to fly freely.
more meaningful relationships for me have created a happier existence and a more grounded sacred path.
I woke up to the warm embrace of the miraculous because for me that is what life is - a miracle.
it was a day off for the school kids yesterday so me and my nine year old were together all day. we went to Timmys at eight in the morning for a snack and before we walked home we played Tetris on the tablet. when we got home I did laundry, worked on the computer and he played in his playroom. then we went upstairs and he sat at the island while I made him lunch and he talked to me. every sentence began with the words so dad have you ever... after lunch he went across the road into the circle to play in the snow. while he was there his friend Thomas who had recently moved to Toronto came by and they played for two and a half hours. then he came inside and we had dinner. after that mom came home and we told each other stories of our day. for me this rather simplistic slow paced day was something wonderful that I can treasure. I have a beautiful family. when they are happy I am happy. my wife and son not only make me proud they make me a better man.
I was reminded this week of a time in my childhood when I would lay in bed and punch myself in the temple because at nine I believed that doing so would cause a hemorrhage in my brain which would kill me. I am happy today yet there are still times when trauma stops by to say hello and remind me of where I came from and what I witnessed. these days I am stronger than my struggles and smarter than my suffering. these days I can say no thank you and move forward into a better brighter future.
with love and compassion let us help ourselves and others heal, grow and flourish.
by
MicHEAL Teal
The Ancient One
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